I just want to let it all out, scream it all out, bleed it all out. I just want you to feel what I feel, see what I see, hear the awful things that I do. I do...
Normalcy is a dream of mine but it's one step forward and ten steps back...ten huge steps! Strength is welcomed, please come to me, I beg you. I don't want to regret my entire life...
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Oh Kimmie,
There is help within your reach. There are people who love you and care about you. Find them and lean on them for just a while.
Soon, you will be ready to pick up and start again.
Please don't give up now. You've come so far already and lots of good things lie ahead. I promise it won't always be like this.
Big hugs,
Bonnie
Bonnie,
Oh, don't worry, I'm not giving up! I didn't mean for that to sound like an overly sad post. I just have a tendency to write dark material periodically, it helps me. Sometimes I just wish that people could understand what I go through in this head of mine...but I realize that isn't possible.
I just need to get my life together and stop letting my fears/anxiety take over me, but it's all that I've ever known. I have a long road ahead of me but I can do it. I keep telling myself that I quit smoking over 4 months ago, and that if I can do that, then I can do anything! :) Thanks Bonnie!
Hugs,
*Kimmie*
Hi Kimmie,
I'm glad to hear you're doing better. I worry about friends in distress. It's a mom thing.
I can't truly understand what you go through, not having been there myself. But I can show my support and that was my intent.
Big congratulations on quitting smoking. That's an achievement about which you should feel proud. Not only is it healthier, it saves money too.
Big hugs,
Bonnie
Bonnie,
Oh yes, I feel a lot healthier (no more constant bronchitis!)...now it's time to tackle these extra pounds I've gained! :) Thank you for your support and kind words, it really does mean so much!
*Kimmie*
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