Realizations

...Before I realized that I wanted a DD relationship, I was stubborn, unruly, always right, and I didn’t hold myself accountable for my wrong doings. Once I realized that I longed for a DD relationship, I did a complete 180 and started taking responsibility and holding myself accountable for my actions. It was an amazing realization and I believe this happened for a reason. I recently became a Christian, a follower of Jesus. I feel like I was meant to be humbled because my life was heading straight for 6 feet under. I saw that I needed a firm hand to guide me and motivate me to follow my dreams and not get sidetracked. I’m so happy that I feel the way that I do now…the only problem is that I haven’t found anyone to be my partner with a firm hand and a caring heart…